I contemplated whether or not to log this dream so its a couple days past when i first had it, ill try my best to recount. I dreampt i was a freshman in highschool again, finding myself walking into a clubroom after school littered with anime posters on the wall and retro manga. I joined the anime club which consisted of a handful of other students just as weird as me. my dream montaged me living out my highschool years coming to school early and staying late just to watch anime and play with figures like hamtaros with my friends. No one wanted to go back to their broken homes. towards the end of my dream i was a senior and had been the club leader for that year of operation. Over time all of the anime club antendees had graduated, everyone was older than me so i was the only original member left. each member graduating left with a chunk of my hapiness until it was just me. I couldnt find any new recruits besides a group of girls who had only joined so they didnt have to participate in any manditory club activities. It was clear they wanted to change the anime club into a more media focused one in general. In my dream i was trying to come to terms with the death of the old club that would never be again, trying to find solice in passing the leadership role to someone who would change the group forever and put an end to its nerdy anime roots. I decided i had to choose a new leader that would be a good fit for the vision they wanted, not the one i was holding desperately on to. I woke up really sad!