my dream last night started with me attending a christmas gathering for staff in a school ive never seen before. i couldnt tell if it was a highschool or a university. it looked like a blizzard outside and amongst the heavy snow i found a struggling hawk. instinctively i held my arm out and he perched on it. i figured he may have had brain damage so i brought him inside the school to warm up until the blizzard passed. i tried avoiding the crowds of celebrating staff and their christmas music by finding a quiet gymnasium to stay in with him. the gym looked huge and i suddenly felt as if i let him roam free in there, id never be able to get him again until he was set free. this bothered me a lot, i liked the soft touch of his feathers and had become unreasonably attatched to the pathetic creature. as if on auto pilot due to my extreme emotions i brought him to the nearby kitchen still full of catering staff and asked them to cook him. next thing i remember i was eating his fried leg meat with fat tears rolling down my face, feeling pure guilt for greedily snuffing his life to never lose him again.